27-Year Old Nutrition Expert Hangs Herself After Posting Suicide Note

27-Year Old Nutrition Expert Hangs Herself After Posting Suicide Note

A young nutrition expert in Manhattan identified as Tara Condell hanged herself in her West Village apartment after posting a suicide note online in which she apologised to her mother.  

27-year-old Condell, from San Francisco was found dead with a cloth
around her neck inside the bedroom of her home on West 10th Street
around 4:30 p.m. Wednesday after police were called to the residence for
a wellness check.  

In addition to the note left on her website, Condell left another
suicide note in a folder in her living room. Condell who, according to
her website, is a registered dietitian nutritionist specializing in
general nutrition, weight management, gastrointestinal disease and
diabetes care, apologized to her mother at the end of the note posted to
her site, saying, “I’m really sorry mama.”  

 “I Hate The Word ‘Bye,’ But See You Later Maybe?”  “I have written
this note several times in my head for over a decade, and this one
finally feels right. No edits, no overthinking. I have accepted hope is
nothing more than delayed disappointment, and I am just plain
old-fashioned tired of feeling tired.”  

“I realize I am undeserving of thinking this way because I truly have
a great life on paper. I’m fortunate to eat meals most only imagine. I
often travel freely without restriction. I live alone in the second
greatest American city (San Francisco, you’ll always have my heart).
However, all these facets seem trivial to me.

“It’s the ultimate first world problem, I get it. I often felt
detached while in a room full of my favorite people; I also felt
absolutely nothing during what should have been the happiest and darkest
times in my life.  “No single conversation or situation has led me to
make this decision, so at what point do you metaphorically pull the
trigger?”  Condell wrote.