I’m a devoted christian. I believe in Jesus And his teachings. But what I don’t seem to understand is Why he hasn’t changed my Sexuality. I’ve prayed. Threatened to harm myself, believing he’ll heal me from homosexuality. But all to to no avail.
I’ve fasted. 5 days dry. I’ve been celibate for years but I still find myself attracted to members of my gender.
I’m very close to self hate because I feel disgusted with myself. I’ve tried to be straight. had several girlfriends but I don’t seem to be sexually attracted to them. It just doesn’t work.
What do I do? Please, help me. I need a miracle. I need an intervention. Else, I’ll wallow in depression.
Insults are welcomed.